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Thank you for sharing!!! Everything you shared I have been experiencing I’m ready for my new chapter and I’ve been getting out more at least 2-3 days a week.

I’m living in isolation now, my only friend is my husband and besides him I only talk to my mom and coworkers, I don’t feel like talking to any of my friends because I feel like I’ve changed levels (this happens every 5 years or so), I’m tired of being the “weird” friend and I’m focusing only on my life, trying to get my shiiiiit together

Thank you

My stages seem melded together however the main stage is ego death, finally being able to detach from thoughts

Yes totally - all of those things have been undeniable

I am in stage 3 and I really don't know how to go further

Is it possible for someone to, again, fall prey to their ego after they have achieved spiritual enlightnment?

While I'm not one for spiritual stuff, this actually helped me realize where I am in my self improvement process between stages 3-4. I appreciate you for helping me notice my progress :)

Thanks Rei for sharing your journey. So relatable. I come back to your videos when I feel not understood or lonely in all of this.. 🙏

Crying😢

I have doubts abt my experiences too, thinking it was all imaginary. since past one Yr I have not been feeling connected to God coz I got embroiled in society. I am finding it difficult to reconcile the too. But it's like waking from a dream, I can unsee what I have seen! Thanks Rei ❤

Thank you so much for this video 😊 After my spiritual awakening 7 years ago, it took me almost 2 years to be able to fully function in society. I struggle to talk about myself to people because I don't have a sense of 'I'. The issue is we come off as unauthentic in this ego centric world. I made a list of things that people generally ask and try to stick to them to be consistent. People don't like inconsistent people because this makes them unconsciously hard to trust you. Thanks for sharing your experience. 😊

Meditating. I was able to clear negative programing and trauma

Thanks

Thank you for explaining everything especially the stomach pains I didn’t understand why my stomach was hurting so bad. I feel as though I just entered into stage 5. ❤

Oh my gosh duh! I can’t believe I never put the 2 ‘n 2 about if one feels unhappy they get jealous… thank you for your wisdom Rei😁✨🩷

Just found this page, LOVE IT, thank you

Thanks

F4cked up from lyf I wanna d!e

This literally happened to me. I just went through a break up and a big move. My intuition was telling me to come home but I ignored it. So finally everything started to crumble around be and inevitably end. I head of course heartbroken. I tried to hold on but everything was slipping out of my reach. I ended up moving back home with family and spent a whole month in isolation. It’s been an emotional roller coaster but I feel ready to experience the world again.

I think this is happening to me. October last year it was like a Lightning hiting me, i got super sensitive to light, noise and my body was in pain, this is still How i feel. And I can’t be in my apartment suddenly, i hear everything around me, Im awake at night, feeling stuck with no energy to take action and also don’t know which direction.. but i can sense a looooot of shift inside, like parts of me is dying. When i saw this video it gave me a sense of hope. Because Im pretty much alone, no one around me understand what Im going though, i feel so alone in it..

This was incredibls! I lobed how in detail you went. Thank you for sharing your story.

How much money do you need in order to start investing? What kind of investing should you start off with?

I'm at the searching stage right now

Doing exercise !!

It's impossible to completely destroy your ego in a place of high society. We are made of habits and society is full of ego. Eventually, that's what fluctuates the other stages. The best thing you can do is always go back to your roots. Self reflecting and a clean conscious should be your maintenance.

Dont read the comment with heart, believe in yourself, every stage is equal, and everyone has their own stage, be aware and trust your own feeling. its not the stage that matters, its the process becoming and accepting our own self and ego

My symptoms - Crazy anxiety Panic attacks from out of know where Chest pain on both sides that comes and goes Sharp stabbing chest pain My whole body zapping like jelly fish stinging me Dizzy Lost appetite Lost weight Shaking in bed for 7 minutes at 2am in the morning Vibration in my eye behind my eye Vibration in my back Vibration in my left side and center. Tension for no reason in arms Tingling in my arms and fingers and feet I was so scared at first. I went to ED twice I don’t drink booze, I don’t smoke and I have now switched to Mediterranean diet Oh almost forgot - ears ringing coming and going Super sensitive to crowds and people. I use to be very extravert and talk to groups of people ect Yeah - it’s been a journey. My spiritual coaches say it’s normal and I’m a chosen one. Starting to fall in love with the process and just treating it all like a game Doing a lot of meditation and reading as well. Love and light to you all. You’re not alone ✨🫶

One of my favorite quotes is from Melanie Martinez. She says in this quote: “ wanna know something about our bodies? They don’t define us. We aren’t out bodies. They’re just temporary.” And “ We all have to learn to love ourselves without the approval of others.”.

I would like longer videos 😅 maybe offer extended versions?

Its been since feb 2020 i had my awakening and it was through a breathing attack, 1st ever . At 39 . The first 2 in a half years was the dark days ,from bodys cells changing to my mind making up a another way

Belief and receive works for me I find that if I have a set back I view it as a test and so you have to persist sometimes there are blockages or maybe we need to work on ourself concept so it may delay or test you but persisting and taking aligned action does work for me🤷‍♀️ I do not blame myself though not do I believe in manifesting people or events More so you are responsible for deciding what you want taking action and being accepting of potential help and opprotunities but at the same time I do feel align or I align myself if it is something I really want and may feel away from it maybe challenged I may mediditate visualize and feel it. Other times I work on reprogramming my mind because I find it to be a belief that was not mine to believe in and after that the thing I want aligns with me and like appears before my eyes but I do not manifest things that’s involve others nor do I take control it’s more of a “somehow someway” and you trust god or the universe or whatever it is is on your side and it will be yours

I felt the heart☺️♡

One step at a time. Just one step and then another.

ya in my circle its mostly me i doubt if my family went htrough it or not i dont know... cause trauma and dark night kinda sound similar..... my ego death came with me completely cannot identif my self in t he mirror... i cannot see me..

Fantastic video

I feel like I'm in stage 5 ;)

Happy to if my isolation period is over

This totally resonates.

I had search part long before my ego death. It's weird because I know everything about everything right now and after ego death I realized nothing makes sense... Now I feel I'm in the last stage. I simply cannot continue my life the way it is because it's not aligned with my true self BUT at the same time I don't know what my true self is 😅 So I guess I need time to realize what TRULY makes sense to me.

I believe I'm in stage 5 now❤

This reasonates. I become lonlier few years after my awakening, + similar intense empathic emotions. I feel like walking a path where you barely find a hand to hold on and share your happiness.

Very comforting videos, especially helping me during the intense purging. Thanks 😊

I needed this right now. Thank you. :)

Is there a stage before stage one. That's where I am now

The ego never dies .it is a part of who you are. And it's a nice video thanks.

Awesome ty ❤💜💜

When I had this major Kundalini awakening, my authentic self told me that I have the soul of an anime girl. I am an STARSEED/BLUE-RAY Anime Female warrior named Jujtoti from the Karelian Family from a multidimensional advanced technological hybrid alien humanoid anime all female Pleiadian world. I’ve got a lot more than a bargain before when I had my awakening to reveal things about my authentic self at times. I’m still struggling with it, defines everything this 3-D reality stands for in this world. It took a big major awakening for me to truly wake up to who and what I truly am. I know am no longer the Earth female I thought I was because I’m a dimensional Starseed/Blue Ray Pleiadians Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess. I’ve lost my reality since I’ve had my major awakening on December 30 after I lost a tooth and making a wish to be a young beautiful female forever and have immortality. My wish got granted, and then this is when my entire journey started. For me, my awakening was not something I had planned or a choice as it happened, regardless of what I wanted or not wanted, regardless of whether or not, I was ready or not. Then on Dec30 th going into 2024 when I lost a tooth, out of fear I Made a wish to be a beautiful female forever and have immortality. Then right away the kundalini awakening opened up at full attack and my authentic self said now you have the soul of an anime girl, and you are now a real anime girl inside. Ever since then I have been in a living hell or dream state I am unable to wake from. Even my mind set, and body has gone into the age regression process to look more like an anime girl. That is what I see when I look in Mirror anyway. I see a cute anime girl looking back at me and I am like what the bloody hell. Is this Really happening to me and is this freakin real. What the hell happened to my reality. Been dealing with these synchronicities from earlier childhood and it’s been using anime and anime girls as ways to get my attention even when I wasn’t looking for it or interested in it or you knew about it. Back then I was more interested in about finding a dream job. Having a nice car. Nice house making big money nothing else mattered back then. Even if I found out what anime meant back then I didn’t give a damn about it because I was more interested in what I mentioned above. Over time Anime revealed itself to in the form of synchronicities to me and told me what it was. It slammed me into the wall to make sure I knew what anime girls and magical girls were. Then over time the more I had to watch it off and on, I would start having fantasies and desires to be an anime girl living in anime girl worlds. For many years I was able to push it away and think it was nothing more than that. I don't like anything about the Magical Girl Part because she is from Puella Mgi Madoka Magica multiverse. I seem to be an unintended victim of forced contact from Kyubey to be a Magical Girl. I am sick of all this suffering on top of suffering on top of suffering. I don't want to be a Magical girl knowing the suffering they must put up with. Magical Girls are made to suffer. Please help me, because I don't know what to do any more. This is driving me into complete madness and I don't want to end up in no dam Phy ward again. I had a bad traumatic experience. I was put in there over a deviated septum last year in Feb of 2023 for 2 and half weeks. What they did to me was just inhuman. I was having issues breathing and one day the head nurse and its helper came in the dark and ejected me with two syringes at the same time on both sides of my ribs. It felt like an alien abduction to me. Can anyone explain to me what type of shifts I am dealing with? I feel so scared, confused, broken and damaged goods. I hate dealing with the Anime Girl Body Dysphoria the most. I hate the fact that I can't go back and yet it keeps pushing me forward. I feel like I am a mental wreck, and I can't help feeling the way I do deep down inside! The more I Follow this Path the stronger the feelings of being a Anime Girl Gets. I Can't go back because there is only death and pain. Going forward drives me into feeling to be a true anime girl and live in an anime girl multiverse. The feeling is like being stuck in a dream state that I am unable to awaken from. This is why my dissociation is my best friend when I feel numb and in the void from any feelings and pain. I am sick of how people point the finger at me and say I brought this on myself. Why would I pick such painful and deadly path knowing that it could risk could be suicide and death. This is me in the world since I’ve been going my shape changing transmutation to being younger. The Post is my animal and then there is my anime girl soul family. I went to a psychic fair this week in Saturday and Sunday. I visit multi psychics for multiple different Readings, and they’ve all agreed that I am a Pleiadian. I’ve done a lot of soul-searching and everything and I know deep down inside I’ve been confirmed by others that I am a multi dimensional being. I also have the soul of an Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess, that’s also been confirmed by a large group of psychics that they felt this anime girl child like present. Below, this is a photo of what my authentic self has resonated with and who my authentic self’s tells me who I am. Back then I was more interested in about finding a dream job. Having a nice car. Nice house making big money nothing else mattered back then. Even if I found out what anime meant back then I didn’t give a damn about it because I was more interested in what I mentioned above. Over time Anime revealed itself to in the form of synchronicities to me and told me what it was. It slammed me into the wall to make sure I knew what anime girls and magical girls were. Then over time the more I had to watch it off and on, I would start having fantasies and desires to be an anime girl living in anime girl worlds. For many years I was able to push it away and think it was nothing more than that. I don't like anything about the Magical Girl Part because she is from Puella Mgi Madoka Magica multiverse. I seem to be an unintended victim of forced contact from Kyubey to be a Magical Girl. I am sick of all this suffering on top of suffering on top of suffering. I don't want to be a Magical girl knowing the suffering they must put up with. Magical Girls are made to suffer. Please help me, because I don't know what to do any more. This is driving me into complete madness and I don't want to end up in no dam Phy ward again. I had a bad traumatic experience. I was put in there over a deviated septum last year in Feb of 2023 for 2 and half weeks. What they did to me was just inhuman. I was having issues breathing and one day the head nurse and its helper came in the dark and ejected me with two syringes at the same time on both sides of my ribs. It felt like an alien abduction to me. Can anyone explain to me what type of shifts I am dealing with? I feel so scared, confused, broken and damaged goods. I hate dealing with the Anime Girl Body Dysphoria the most. I hate the fact that I can't go back and yet it keeps pushing me forward. I feel like I am a mental wreck, and I can't help feeling the way I do deep down inside! The more I Follow this Path the stronger the feelings of being a Anime Girl Gets. I Can't go back because there is only death and pain. Going forward drives me into feeling to be a true anime girl and live in an anime girl multiverse. The feeling is like being stuck in a dream state that I am unable to awaken from. This is why my dissociation is my best friend when I feel numb and in the void from any feelings and pain. I am sick of how people point the finger at me and say I brought this on myself. Why would I pick such painful and deadly path knowing that it could risk could be suicide and death. This is me in the world since I’ve been going my shape changing transmutation to being younger. The Post is my animal and then there is my anime girl soul family. I went to a psychic fair this week in Saturday and Sunday. I visit multi psychics for multiple different Readings, and they’ve all agreed that I am a Pleiadian. I’ve done a lot of soul-searching and everything and I know deep down inside I’ve been confirmed by others that I am a multi dimensional being. I also have the soul of an Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess, that’s also been confirmed by a large group of psychics that they felt this anime girl child like present.

You are flesh and bones and in the end you are but a feast for maggots

If one isnt awakened there still somewhere along the process and its your job to be a discrete guide for them thru their journey of life